White Room

Last night a shadow came to me 
And said a silent word or two 
And as it fades I swear that I saw you.

It might have been a dream I had
I cant recall it drives me mad
Thinking that it might have not been true.

It all seems so long ago 
Another dream I miss you so
And yet sometimes I wonder if your real.

So lost within my own dispair 
At wondering if you really cared
That it didn't really strike me as a dream.

If this was a dream I had
It did the job, it drove me mad
I sit alone and wonder what the voices say. 

Sometimes I can't seem to see
When the truth is straight in front of me
And then nothing ever turns out as it seems. 

It seems to me a strange disease 
It starts within the heart of things
And slowly spreads until it rotts your brain.

If this is love then call me mad
I wish we'd never met it's sad
But since we've met all I've known is pain. 

I can't seem to shake the doubts
That the voice I hear is mine that shouts
As you turn and calmly walk away.

I think that once I had a chance
You took my hand, I lead the dance
Or was that just another dream I had. 

To many nights, to few days
It all seems to bleed into a gentel haze
A voice I hear seems to ask me if I'm mad.

I laugh out loud an eiry sound
With in this place I'll surely drown
It seems so strange my thoughts all lead to you.

How could such hope all go wrong
I had never a chance, it was far to strong
I was lead along and simply played the fool.

But now I am all alone
Traped within this small white tomb
And and dancing to the music in my head.

I don't know if I can hold
Onto these thoughts they make me cold
I wonder what it's like to join the dead.

Where has the sun gone it fades away
More shadows all in shades of grey
They match the sky that floats above our heads.

There's so many secrets in the rain
The night it closes in again 
And we wait for a new day to begin.

We wonder at the state we're in 
And dance upon the sound of sin
And helplessly we watch it dissapear.