This anger

This anger I hold is wrapped round my soul;
mad at a child I'm feeling so old.
I've walked these plains so many times;
life is a riddle life is a ryhme.
I keep comin back must have done someone wrong; 
think it was me I've never been strong.
Angry at you for the way that you are;
fly like an eagle I've travled so far.
These pathes that I'm walkin keep turning around;
I stop and scream but there is no sound.
The roads that I travel never thought where so hard;
every time they deal I get the same card.
My soul is so tired of living these lives;
I lay on the grass watching the skys.
Want to live forever never want to die; 
sinking in a mountain pool never need to lie.
Truth is such a painful place;
a mask I wear to cover my face.
Love is a wonder I have never known;
life seeps from every stone.
Water drops upon my head;
Drops on my wrists of crimson red.
This body I wear I've worn for so long;
I drift upon her angry tears
She's been angry for so long.
The winds of time sift through my hair; 
I've seen Heaven and Hell but no one seems to care..